I can not keep my heart from you and I don't even care

Dear Family,
Jesus is moving in Scotland. We got to go to a school and share Jesus with kids in a assembly, many gave their live to Jesus and was very serious about it. Today we went out and worshiped on the streets and many people here is Scotland are restless with life so refuse to stop and talk. Many are also Hindu or Muslim so apologetic is so good for here because they know their stuff. OK, I am going to talk with prostitutes and homeless peps
Peace.

Scotland is the next target!

Dear Family,

Jesus moved here in Northern Ireland, 319 came to know Jesus as Lord and Savior. It was a lot of work but very encouraging and a huge growth for all. Please pray for these new people walking life with Jesus, they are new and fresh meat for attacks from the enemy. God moved!

Scotland is next, the team leaves tomorrow morning. I have heard that Belfast is the easy place to talk to people. It is London that will be the most trouble, I am trying to not fear but I am nervous if not being ready for the challenge. Jesus will have to be in charge.

OK you all I have to go!
Love you all.

Northern Ireland is being ATTACKED!!!

Dear Family,
The North of Ireland is being attacked by JESUS. He is on the move 180 since we have been here have accepted Jesus as Lord and Savior. They are now walking with Jesus and will hopefully be falling in love with Him more as life goes on. People are ready to receive God into their live and have a transformation happen from the inside out.

I have ran in to people who are not open to Jesus but have many questions. I tried my best to give what I know. They are going to met up with Jesus later in life.

Good bye for now things are going well.
Love

U.K.....

DEAR FAMILY,

The time has finally come for my leave to the U.K. I am thankful for you all who have donated and supported me and the team in prayer. We will continue needing your prayer so never stop praying for us. It is a beautiful day, the sun is bright, wind is breezing through the green trees, and I am relaxing presently. The relaxing part is short term.

I have wasted a lot of stress and strength on calling people raising money that I am worn out. I enjoy this feeling of tiredness but easily cracked by jokes in a way that is not funny. God is showing me his movement, 10,000 dollars came in last night. In a week I went from 3,000$ to 1,044.31$. My team has been touched and focused on by God. Brothers and Sisters have moved in love to help us get to our destination and for people to be introduced to Jesus.

Awe!!! I am so excited!!! I am going to do what I have been wanting to do for a long time! Tell people about Jesus, tell them about all the things he has done in our time, in our world, in my life. God has freed me from so much shame and fear that I am moving forward to a future with hope. No, it was not easy but Jesus pushed my wounded body to a better place. I have seen and know a piece of Gods glory. I have a mature mind set and a mature understand of people. I am able to love more then in the past, I am able to transport to other nations to share Jesus with people. It is not easy but it is necessary because we are surrounded by a thinned out world looking for something that will last and I am sure Jesus is that truth we are craving.

People are truly afraid of his condemnation and He will condemn if people do not know Him but He is ready to introduce himself to people, know them in ways that are true, real-in love.

ok, I am ready to give my self to people in a new way of love.

Bye, Fam.

GO-GO!!!

Dear Family,

This maybe the last I write on my blog for six weeks. I leave tomorrow to the U.K. supper exciting. I am ready for this adventure with Jesus and the team. I have learned a lot about Jesus, God, and the Holy spirit that I am confident people will realize that I am not bring them the poser-Jesus (which is my american christianity). 

I would like to explain the american christianity that I mention a lot of. I have come to realized my humanistic view of Christ. I do not believe in it but I support it..... maybe there is a piece of me that does then believe in it... Anyways. I realized that people talk about Jesus as a ticket to heaven. His church as another thing to do in the week to be "cool" or a "good guy";as if a sunday morning gathering could make any one better in the sight of God or in this world. In this culture that would like to see truth in their own eyes is cheating themselves of the glory of God by demeaning the life, death, resurrection of the Christ,  Jesus. 

          I am convinced by living with Jesus and reading of his walk with his buddies on earth that He has shown his glory to us. I am seeing it and walking more with him then before and I plan to share all these things with people I met in my life. I know that God is going to move and it will be in a way that is unusual for me but that would be good. 

Sorry, I hide the blame in the title of American too much when really it is just fallen humans-like me-that give in to the shallow faith. I do not know everything, I am still learning and I am sure my sight of Jesus will change more and more every day. 

I am off to the U.K. to talk about a man whom lived in perfect unity with God and whom was sent from God to love us so that we would be in that same unity with God. I am going to share the great news that He made a path for us to know God and be with Him today and all our days. 

I am in love with God. I am learning to live with him better everyday. 

Peace family, I love you all. 

I still need 1930$ -please donate. 

Waiting....

Dear Family,

I am at the end of myself and of the world that I live in. I sit have contacted people over and over again for money and many have either not responded or are in a hard place financially. I understand all and am not frustrated with any one, just simply frustrated with the waiting on when the money will come through. I need less then 3,000 dollars to go over seas.

I am annoyed with all the money issues this country is going through. I see the things of this world more then I do see Gods kingdom in movement. I would like to see more of Gods kingdom moving then see this kingdom move. And I do get glimpses of Gods movement- HE IS JUST VERY MYSTERIOUS.

God is doing amazing things in this moment. He had a random women come up to the YWAM Boston director to give 1,000$ to the students. I gave money to some of my fellow students here because God ask for it to be done. It is a strange process that is happening. God is on the move and I like that.

I have been questioning staying on staff here at YWAM Boston. I have been looking for this adventure, looking for this piece of the church. I may have found my new home here in Boston, still not sure. If I do stay please for those of you whom read this regularly, please talk with Jesus if you could be a monthly donate pale.

If you can help-then I am asking you to help. Move in Love not obligation.

Go to YWAMBOSTON.ORG to donate to a student. There are many that still need money so if you want to look at the other students to see if God leads you to help them too. We are all in this together.

Love you all, Thank you for your support.