Dear Family,
The end is here. I am done with YWAM in 24 hrs, I have my goodbyes and love you alls ready for my team. This time has been a gut ripping and gut healing experience which is why I love it. God showed him self to me in new ways and taught me how to hear and be aware of him even more them before. I am still learning but I have a stronger footing on the ground. I am excited to speak to many of you in person about Gods movment in my heart and in this world. He is not finished and neither am I, I am responding to his lead by staying on staff next year.
Presently I am reading the prophetic books of the bible and had a sence from God that if I studdy these things I will know him more and have a broder imagintation for art. I have already begun this study and it has already been transforming my views of whom God is and whom I am to him. This is yet another first love journey with God.
I have many memeories with my team and cherish them, I will tell you all detail with out any editing. I am excitied to see Cali again, to meet you all in person again!
If you want to meet up with me, email me quickly so we can make plans.
j.esquivel1112@gmail.com
Your brother,
Jordan
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
MY CAT IS THE CUTTEST!!!!
Dear Friends at YWAM,
I am presently at CA to be apart of my older brothers wedding, which is going very well! I am grate-full to be here to see my brothers life be complete with a woman that he is choosing to be committed to. I support them and will continue till the end! : )
Yeah, my family is wicked awesome. I am seeing that in this time of being home, since I have been gone I have been filled with a love for people. In this more care for my family and how I treat them. I am a fallen human so I did not care about how I treated some people but then Jesus came in and turned that upside down. I want to care for people and be able to say that I did honestly to God and to the person too. The act of love is not a joke in my heart any more, when i do it I want to do it well.
Yep, I would like to say my cat is the greatest, she has big yellow/green eyes and I love that about her. Then she goes crazy and plays with my feet and hands which is great! I like this cat and she may be the only one!....
My being is tired, GOOD NIGHT!
I am presently at CA to be apart of my older brothers wedding, which is going very well! I am grate-full to be here to see my brothers life be complete with a woman that he is choosing to be committed to. I support them and will continue till the end! : )
Yeah, my family is wicked awesome. I am seeing that in this time of being home, since I have been gone I have been filled with a love for people. In this more care for my family and how I treat them. I am a fallen human so I did not care about how I treated some people but then Jesus came in and turned that upside down. I want to care for people and be able to say that I did honestly to God and to the person too. The act of love is not a joke in my heart any more, when i do it I want to do it well.
Yep, I would like to say my cat is the greatest, she has big yellow/green eyes and I love that about her. Then she goes crazy and plays with my feet and hands which is great! I like this cat and she may be the only one!....
My being is tired, GOOD NIGHT!
Friday, June 12, 2009
ART!
I can not waite to get back to the states to sit and do art. I need freedom to paint and sketch with intense screaming music. Oh yes, this will lighten up my life!
Things are beginning to get rough here in this heart of mine. I am tired and need your prayer to keep a open heart to what God is doing here in the U.K. This is my last week and I am very tired. I am witnessing God move in the U.K., my life is changing by it.
Thank you for your support it does mean a lot to me.
Things are beginning to get rough here in this heart of mine. I am tired and need your prayer to keep a open heart to what God is doing here in the U.K. This is my last week and I am very tired. I am witnessing God move in the U.K., my life is changing by it.
Thank you for your support it does mean a lot to me.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Rejections becomes so tirered-some
Dear Family,
I am presently living in a house and you have no idea how good it feels to be in a bed for the first time in a long time. I have my own room so I am spending much time reading and talking with Jesus. My host is very kind, make sures I have enough to be comfortable. I am very grateful to be in a house rather then be in a church or a room filled with odd smells that are unexplainable...
This new place is a town outside of London and let me tell you the people here are not so open to hearing about Jesus. I was speechless to how people would bring up excuses or ideas to why things are the way they are, people accept anything to avoid dealing with difficult questions about life and coming before God. Yes, rejections is difficult to accept but I can handle it better now then in the past. I am rather finding it delightful to be disliked by some people; at least these few are being honest about rejecting the message of Christ. I am tired and I have hit the gravel with my simple faith. I walked into a restroom and told God "I am ready to go through the term oil with you because I know you have already gone through, now let me come with you" I can choose and almost was ready to just give up at moments for the first time today but still something deep inside allowed me to keep going. It was curiosity that led me to neal before God and surrender the thought of giving up, I know there is more to God and I am not ready to give up on Him. He is never ready to give up on us so it is just time to believe in something bigger then my self which is Jesus.
I walked into the church that we are working with and God gave me hope through this song. Reminded me of his works in my life, his love and his great forgiveness in my life.
"And I’m trying to make you sing
From inside where you believe
Like it’s something that you need
Like it means everything
And I’m trying to make you feel that
This is for real, that life is happening
That it means everything
I’m just trying to make you sing"
David Crowder Band
May the eyes of man be open to His glory. May His reality be our new reality because it is the truth to our freedom.
LOVE
I am presently living in a house and you have no idea how good it feels to be in a bed for the first time in a long time. I have my own room so I am spending much time reading and talking with Jesus. My host is very kind, make sures I have enough to be comfortable. I am very grateful to be in a house rather then be in a church or a room filled with odd smells that are unexplainable...
This new place is a town outside of London and let me tell you the people here are not so open to hearing about Jesus. I was speechless to how people would bring up excuses or ideas to why things are the way they are, people accept anything to avoid dealing with difficult questions about life and coming before God. Yes, rejections is difficult to accept but I can handle it better now then in the past. I am rather finding it delightful to be disliked by some people; at least these few are being honest about rejecting the message of Christ. I am tired and I have hit the gravel with my simple faith. I walked into a restroom and told God "I am ready to go through the term oil with you because I know you have already gone through, now let me come with you" I can choose and almost was ready to just give up at moments for the first time today but still something deep inside allowed me to keep going. It was curiosity that led me to neal before God and surrender the thought of giving up, I know there is more to God and I am not ready to give up on Him. He is never ready to give up on us so it is just time to believe in something bigger then my self which is Jesus.
I walked into the church that we are working with and God gave me hope through this song. Reminded me of his works in my life, his love and his great forgiveness in my life.
"And I’m trying to make you sing
From inside where you believe
Like it’s something that you need
Like it means everything
And I’m trying to make you feel that
This is for real, that life is happening
That it means everything
I’m just trying to make you sing"
David Crowder Band
May the eyes of man be open to His glory. May His reality be our new reality because it is the truth to our freedom.
LOVE
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I can not keep my heart from you and I don't even care
Dear Family,
Jesus is moving in Scotland. We got to go to a school and share Jesus with kids in a assembly, many gave their live to Jesus and was very serious about it. Today we went out and worshiped on the streets and many people here is Scotland are restless with life so refuse to stop and talk. Many are also Hindu or Muslim so apologetic is so good for here because they know their stuff. OK, I am going to talk with prostitutes and homeless peps
Peace.
Jesus is moving in Scotland. We got to go to a school and share Jesus with kids in a assembly, many gave their live to Jesus and was very serious about it. Today we went out and worshiped on the streets and many people here is Scotland are restless with life so refuse to stop and talk. Many are also Hindu or Muslim so apologetic is so good for here because they know their stuff. OK, I am going to talk with prostitutes and homeless peps
Peace.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Scotland is the next target!
Dear Family,
Jesus moved here in Northern Ireland, 319 came to know Jesus as Lord and Savior. It was a lot of work but very encouraging and a huge growth for all. Please pray for these new people walking life with Jesus, they are new and fresh meat for attacks from the enemy. God moved!
Scotland is next, the team leaves tomorrow morning. I have heard that Belfast is the easy place to talk to people. It is London that will be the most trouble, I am trying to not fear but I am nervous if not being ready for the challenge. Jesus will have to be in charge.
OK you all I have to go!
Love you all.
Jesus moved here in Northern Ireland, 319 came to know Jesus as Lord and Savior. It was a lot of work but very encouraging and a huge growth for all. Please pray for these new people walking life with Jesus, they are new and fresh meat for attacks from the enemy. God moved!
Scotland is next, the team leaves tomorrow morning. I have heard that Belfast is the easy place to talk to people. It is London that will be the most trouble, I am trying to not fear but I am nervous if not being ready for the challenge. Jesus will have to be in charge.
OK you all I have to go!
Love you all.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Northern Ireland is being ATTACKED!!!
Dear Family,
The North of Ireland is being attacked by JESUS. He is on the move 180 since we have been here have accepted Jesus as Lord and Savior. They are now walking with Jesus and will hopefully be falling in love with Him more as life goes on. People are ready to receive God into their live and have a transformation happen from the inside out.
I have ran in to people who are not open to Jesus but have many questions. I tried my best to give what I know. They are going to met up with Jesus later in life.
Good bye for now things are going well.
Love
The North of Ireland is being attacked by JESUS. He is on the move 180 since we have been here have accepted Jesus as Lord and Savior. They are now walking with Jesus and will hopefully be falling in love with Him more as life goes on. People are ready to receive God into their live and have a transformation happen from the inside out.
I have ran in to people who are not open to Jesus but have many questions. I tried my best to give what I know. They are going to met up with Jesus later in life.
Good bye for now things are going well.
Love
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