RESTLESS.

Hello Reader-family-friend.

I have been feeling my heart become more comfortable with finding traveling as my home. I am ready to see what is beyond Los Angelas, California. I have learned that there are many issues in the world that need help in being addressed. I can not do it alone and plan not too! I need the Body of Christ to be with me on serving the wounded.

“I saw the messiness of the church politics and egotism...So I became quite disenchanted with the church, though I was still fascinated with Jesus”.- Irresistible Revolution by Shane Claiborne

Shane Claiborne is a person I look up to. Hopefully will one day have the pleasures to live in a community with. I understand his view of the church and quite agree with him because of the Spirit leading my own thoughts about how some in the church and I myself could/should live.

I ask my self everyday "God, Where are you?" most times it is out of desperation and I really can not see him nor differentiate the church from the world which brings some heart ache and hopelessness to my soul. I do not know if YWAM will be a part of full filling this gray void or growing it in me. God, I ask not.

All I know,
God is real, Jesus has died for our miss aimed shots to the bulls eye, the holy spirit is teaching us how to turn ourselves and encourage others to turn around into the arms of Jesus.

I do indeed care for people which is why I would like to see more glimpses of people doing it. I love the communities around me so I do critic them because we can not become stagnate. I know I maybe harsh for the first few weeks of the YWAM program. Not harsh to the people, people do not bother me, its the crap they feed to others that bothers me. We want the truth

I am feisty. This prophetic guy told me I am a lil ball of fire, a feisty one under neath the quiet shy guy. Yep the more life goes the more I realize-I am feisty.

I am looking forward to YWAM. God is going to do some awesome things for his people. God will lead us. God is true to his words and will not hold out on his son's and daughter's. Jesus has gone before the Father in heaven and made our wrongs just. Setting all things right before God and allowing us to take part in his Kingdom by the Holy Spirit. We are honored to be human being because we get to live with God, the Father. Praise God.

Good night Peeps, sorry if the theology or my ideas are incorrect.