My love is real for you. This night has been filled with answers that are of hope. I am not a good person, not a very happy one neither to be exact. I think very harsh things towards people and I share this with you because I would like to overcome to be filled with Christs love even more. I thought that my foundations had to be fully removed so I tried to allow them to be but then I found out that I was right about some of my foundations that I had entered in to YWAM with. My thoughts are right but my heart was not. It is very much of a kick in the head to realize that these thoughts are correct but motives to my actions are incorrect. Altogether in the words of Swichtfoot "I am learning to breathe".
I understand more of who God had imagined me to be more of. I am a O.K. person, truly not the best but sufficient. People may not view me very sufficient and I would agree with some of their reasons of why. Ultimately I have to love the way I was created to love others. God ultimately gave me a specific task to do here on earth and enjoy doing with him (I am still finding what that is). All I know is that tonight/today was real, I saw a piece of the man God would like me to be and how I knew was my skin fit the suite of the character. I enjoyed being that person, that guy whom was free in laughter.
I do see a father side in me after hanging out with kids all day. I do see a talented person in the arts of many kind. I also see a very patient, enjoyable person in me too. Yep, God did put a few good pieces of His character in me. He is very generous in wisdom and kindness.
I ask/want the fullness and completeness of Christ in my life. Yes, I do encourage you to allow the same to happen in your life.
I love you.
jordan
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Hey again, just want to let you know that this was also very encouraging to me. Keep writing. Love ya Jordan.
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